Is the dream dead?

I honestly can say priorities have shifted, I have faced adversity, like I never thought I would have to, in the last few years since I made the choice to sell my prize earthly possession. I have now looked at my motives and reason for desiring a VW bus, I can easily tell you that it was about the pure freedom that I felt sitting behind the wheel. The endless possibility the open road held. I have not stopped thinking about my bus and feel the physical hurt in my soul mixed with crushing defeat. This aside I am so happy and grateful in my heart to have a wonderful wife and daughter. I now see the true reason I wanted to own a bus, to share great memories with my own family. I will own another bus and it will be at the right time in my life to share joy and freedom with my family. If anyone out there would like to help me reach for this dream of traveling across the world in a box on wheels with my beloved family let me know. How can you help? See a bus and tell me where it is so I can see about finding one that someone is not interested in keeping. I need to find it cheap. Or I will have to wait.